Walking The Line
Walking the Line
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This space is a testament to the journey of faith, offering insights and encouragement for anyone seeking a deeper connection with God. Come along with me as we explore the richness of scripture and its application to our daily lives.
God's Princess is a personal blog dedicated to sharing my reflections, spiritual growth, and the beauty of God's word. My aim is to inspire and uplift you through personal writings that draw from a biblical and inspirational standpoint.
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Cautionary Tale
"My story is not a what to do story, it is a cautionary tale of what happens when you don't listen to God."
Not to Harm You
"I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future". Jeremiah 29:11
Fear
In my second verse of the week, I mentioned that "before age 14, I was fearless. Then life hit hard." Those two little lines hold big meaning. The best I can remember, I was fearless before 14. I don't mean nothing scared me. We all have things that cause us discomfort from time to time. I'm talking about the kind of fear that puts a stop to you being able to live your life without panic attacks striking at any given moment. Before 14 nothing could stop me if I wanted something bad enough. After 14, well that's a different story.
Testimony
In past posts I've touched briefly on God's recent work in my life. On Sunday May 31, 2026 I was beginning to regain my strength after the hard physical battle I had just been through. I was trying to rest some but God had other plans for me. He was very persistently telling me it was time to share some of the work He was doing in my life. Being a fairly private person, I was stubbornly telling Him no and fighting with Him about the situation. After all who wants to share with the world their life story? It opens the door to disbelief and criticism. I've never taken criticism well, and spend most of my time worrying about what other people might think about me so giving into God and agreeing to share was extremely hard for me. When God wants something done, He won't let up on you until it's done so as exhausted as I was, I finally agreed to share. The following is from a post I shared on Facebook.
Potsherd
In prior posts I mentioned pieces of God's work in my life. On January 1, 2026 I awoke in a dystonia flare-up brought on by occipital injections that had been done the previous day. These flare-ups occur regularly. I was not originally concerned. Three weeks later however, the constant pain had begun to work on my emotions. Along with the deterioration of my physical health, my mental health crashed. The majority of time, I was in bed. I grew angry with God over the life I was missing as well as the pain and depression that were occuring. I began grumbling and complaining constantly. I started to question what I had done for God to hate me.
God's Princess
As I sit looking through my journal I started on April 8, 2026, I see clearly how God started His plan for me.
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Journey to becoming "God's Princess"
"Many are the plans in a person's heart,
but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails."
Proverbs 19:21 (NIV)
I have spent most my life, trying my best to be thoughtful of others. It wasn't just that I am kind hearted, it was more a deep desire to be liked by everyone and perceived as nearly perfect. I did everything any other wife, mother, and friend does, but I needed to do it all alone and with 110% effort. I saw this as what it takes to be loved. I never loved myself and felt being perfect at everything I attempted would gain me enough love and admiration from others that eventually I might maybe love myself. Along with this need, I carried many mental health issues. I hid them all behind a plastered on smile and a patient demeanor. Outside I was thriving, inside I was dead. This way of living is dangerously unhealthy.
God stopped my plans and began working on His purpose for my life through health issues. He put His plan into place one illness at a time until finally one doctor looked me dead in the eyes and said "It is not possible for one person to have this many things wrong with them." I was speechless which didn't matter because he had already turned and exited the room! I had not diagnosed myself with all the health issues, the doctors had done that. I hated how sick I felt. My life continued on this way for many years until eventually I was unable to do much work of any kind and ended up on disability.
May 19, 2026, my birthday, God's will for my life started to unfold. My daughter, who is and always will be one of my greatest accomplishments, gave me a beautiful, large hand bag. She knew it was perfect for me because I take the entire house with me wherever I go. Then my daughter-in-law, who is a huge blessing to our family and an extraordinary mother to two of my three favorite people, gifted me a book entitled "The Princess Within" by Serita Ann Jakes. I glanced through the forward and thought it sounded like a wonderful book. I set it aside and of course thanked her. I wasn't able to visit much with either of them because I was sick, very sick. Eight days prior is when I found the tick embedded in behind my knee. Seven days prior, I had started taking Doxycycline to combat any possible Lyme disease. By the day of my birthday, I was barely walking and I was assuming it was just dystonia and fibromyalgia flare ups.
May 26, 2026, God started His work. He was ready for me to become "God's Princess." The week between my birthday and the 26th, I grew sicker by the day until finally my body began literally choking the life out of me. My will would soon be overcome by God's. He was ready for "God's Princess" to be born. Little did I know that God was going to shake me and break me, just to make me. I thank God everyday for the hellish ordeal I endured totally because I'm stubborn and wouldn't listen to Him calling.
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